I am sitting on the patio deck outside of a Barnes and Nobel stating at the glorious snow covered Rocky Mountains to finally try to make sense of the last four months.
Hebrew 12 1-2
Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles. And let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us, 2 fixing our eyes on Jesus, the pioneer and perfecter of faith. For the joy set before him he endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God.
Set aside out stuff and race with everything we have for a chance to kneel before his throne. So Jesus Christ the blameless lamb can sanctify us and make perfect our faith. We may struggle but when we consider the one who endured such hostility we must not grow weary or fainthearted. Because the something that is better for us is here and He came to create a new covenant and His superior priesthood has in part the design to consequent eternal perfection of the faithful.
Therefore I must deny myself daily, because it is not I who is perfect, but the Holy Father who rescues me from myself. For if by grace we have been saved and saved is a word in the past tense, and our Savoir was sent in order for us to believe in the hope of one day falling on our face in trembling of His Glorious Might to then serve alongside him clocked in the only love that is unrelenting. And he HAS been sent and I HAVE been saved, my soul rest in heaven. And my body and life are in his hands and protection. Lord I continue to ask for an out pour of the Holy Spirit on my life to continually walk in your confidence and authority. Lord you are my one and only love. I receive your love and understand to the slightest extent how powerful your love for me is, through that I am free to love others, because you have and are perfecting my love. Lord Jesus I’m in love with you and I thank you for your powerful jealousy of my heart.
